Don't get it twisted!!

For those who read my blog they feel concerned for me. For those who know me personally they feel sad about the situation and sad for the kids. For those who know the facts they feel Sad for me and worried for the kids. Check it out, Don't I'm fine. Everything that happened in this relationship happened for a reason and now that it is over it is time to move on. Allah knew what He was doing and He answered my prayers. I now know the truth the whole truth and you know what when I found out the whole shebangabang I could accept it in stride without getting upset, emotional or depressed. Alhamdulillah. So I went through what I went through for a reason and I have been cleansed. I am in charge of my own destiny, my head is up and pointed to my Creator. He alone is my Maula and He alone do I ask for help and when I ask I get, so don't fret for me. For now I truly lean on my Lord and He answers my prayers so the rest I am not really concerned with. Don't you be either. Life is good because I am praying and I haven't stopped praying and as long as I am praying I don't have anything to worry about. I am in control whether or not she chooses to continue or not, whether she takes my kids and runs off or not, whether I lose everything I own or not. I have Allah and I am good. Believe that so Don't Fret For Me and damned sure don't feel sorry for me. I knew what I was doing when I chose to give chance after chance, when I chose to forgive and forget, when I chose to drag this on for one more day. I knew what I was doing so for what ever was done to me will only make me stronger and you had best to believe I won't have to worry about it on the Day of Judgment. So just Chill to the next episode.

Life is and will always be a gift and that is Good. For those going through things keep your head up. No one can do anything against you they can only do things against themselves and that works both ways so be honest with yourself and be honest with others. Peace.

Muhammad

Now listen to the Music...

Time of My Life Lyrics
Artist(Band):Macy Gray

Verse 1

When there come and left for dead
I've been out of my head
and now i wanna be bigger
bein' here with you
it's not so hard to be
I can see my dreams
I know im gunna be better
my friends always say

Chorus

my friends always say
that everything will be okay
but it don't always, work out that way
so here i am again
beleivin in, cause i remember when
baby

I had the time of my life
everything is right with you
after all that i've been through
I aint tried to lose
this time of my life, with you
baby

Verse 2

People say I'm out of line
So much on my mind
Like i wanna be bigger
sometimes it dont rhyme
but when you're here with me
I have poetry
I know im gunna be better
and my friends always say


[Chorus]

One day they will see
the giant baby
finally see me smile
hear me laughing, out loud
my voice will be heard
its no longer absurd
and i hope you hear
cause baby, baby
i haaaaddd...

I had the time of my life
everything is right with you
after all that i've been through
I aint tried to lose
gotta make my move and groove
everything i can

I had the time of my life
time of my life, with you
baby, take my hand
because i wanna hold on to
this time of my life, with you
baby
i had the time of my life
time of my life, with you