Love is stronger than Pride

I had died. I was in a sea of despair and confusion. I was lost. It was not my time to fight, not my time to be strong and tell her everything was alright. I was drifting deep down into the depths of hopelessness. I couldn't hear her tears or please for ease I was sinking down deeper into the abyss of hopelessness.

Allah has a way of protecting the fools, even when it is the fool who seeks his own destruction. It takes powerful love to love a lion that is trying to eat you. To tame it and be patient enough to calm it. When all one knows is pain they will kick violently to end it. Such was the case of the pendulum of pain that we were on. Her turn then my turn until all was believed lost. Insha Allah the future looks bright and now we slowly walk on. Day by day. Walking slowly into the future. We are almost out of the weeds we can see the end of the field it seems. Slowly walking forward, not looking back. It takes powerful love to do this, not for the weak or faint of heart, we will do this with hanging on to the Rope we will.

This was almost it, almost the end of the most beautiful love I have ever known. I love her with all of my heart and I always will.