Sunday, September 11, 2011

There is no point in being The Nice Guy

So here I am struggling with the official Whoredom persona and my Deen and everything and so I meet this lovely lady slightly vulnerable and emotional but a very nice person. So I totally diss her one day to go out with this other girl who is an entirely different story all together. I feel bad about it and try to make a come back. She's actively asking me to commit to something about which I don't feel entirely able to do. So I play it low and just chill offer emotional advice and encouragement with helpful hints of how to live your life and yada yada. So then it comes time for the sticky and the sticky could happen if I would LIE and say those magical words. I don't and the night comes to a close and we split.

She wants to see me the next day to give me Lasagna which was delicious by the way. I go to her meeting taking time out of my day and which she then gives me the lasagna and hooks up with some other guy who IS going to lie and do all the other bullshit. So it didn't hit me at first and then I said hey wait a minute. She is going to fuck some other dude just because I was being nice and NOT fucking her? Ok so this is how the game goes.

Get out there to get what you want at the expense of the other person because if you don't do it someone else will. Lesson learned. No problem there are plenty of women on and off line.

So basically I am here. I don't give a fuck anymore. They can suck these balls just as well as the next girl. Fuck feelings. Mine and theirs. What a miserable existence.

Now you understand that focus on yourself and be confident and the women will come. Fuck relationships.


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Location:Nimitz Fwy,Oakland,United States

3 comments:

  1. What a shame! You're losing yourself in order to find yourself. To thyself and your Allah be true

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  2. SubhanaAllah!!!. Who hijacked your blog? This can't be you...

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  3. Sadly to say that it is me. However I'm recovering.

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