Monday, October 12, 2009

Um Hmm

The truth of an old lie that was thought was the truth hurts more than ever. Is it true that a dead heart feels no pain. Even though it is covered and concealed. It still hurts there in all of its sullen glory. It hoped for freedom and a chance of summer rain warm and refreshing. But only acid fell. Now shriveled and dying encased by scars it beats slowly, maybe once a blue moon. It was once beautiful, but now waits for the one who knows true treasure whilst seeking through the discarded remains of memories past to find it. The healing though comes from one above.


  1. Assalamu alaikom brother.

    You and your wife are so confused. One post your are trying to hold on and work this out and then the next post you are ready to let go of the relationship. You both really need to go to individual and marriage counselling.

    I am gonna tell you, you need her and she needs you. And those children need their real parents and not just babysitters who call themselves parents. They need a stable life and family. And you could give them that if you would actually TRY.

    If by some means you can't get past all the hurt, then I suggest for you both to move on. If not for your sake then for the kids. Imagine how confusing this is for them. All they know is one day mom and dad are back together, even to the point of moving back in together and then the next day the family and everything has shot all to hell. You all may think you are sheltering your children, but let me tell you that children are smarter than we give them credit for. They know whats going on. You don't even have to tell them, they sense these things.

  2. I typed quite a bit in response and then I pressed some button and poof it was gone so all I am going to say now is WORD.

  3. Would u plz post something nice about Islam. I need a lift. Tell us your conversion story.